Tuesday, June 11, 2002

All right, I should be sleeping - but the craziness of this contest is freaking me out. I'm feeling all insecure and non-worthy, because I cannot double the prize amount. Love you Throcky. And you ARE generous. Why am I feeling outdone though? Sinnamon, your comments hit me and I'm starting to agree. I don't know about two winners. Why did we go through all this then? Sorry, I am drugged and confused and if you pick on my spelling I will stalk you.

There's all this side stuff going on. The "write in vote" - which personally I did NOT agree to. Rather, I said that someone with the most "write in" votes could NOT win the contest. Sure, have a side "opinion poll" - but I do not sanction this and those results do NOT affect the final outcome of the game. Contestants, you can only vote for LadeeLeroy or TvZero, as DS3 winner. They earned their place in the final two, regardless of what anyone may think.

Mass emails and 'hate campaigns' aimed at one of the final two contestants. Don't like it, but hey do whatever you want to make yourselves happy. I told you I can be a bitch. And honestly, I ask that we play the games by MY rules. Only one of the final two can win. I've enjoyed reading each and every contestants' diaries and even had the honor to chat on AIM with quite a few, hopefully making friends (rather than enemies) in the process. So, don't be offended by my post. Nothing personal, I just feel the need to vent.
So, yeah, slap me too. I know many of you feel you can be a better host than me - maybe I'll take you up on that offer. Contestants you've played amazingly. Judges, you've been my therapists and without you there would NOT have been a DS3.

Contestants, judges - respond to this, positive or negative - just get those feelings out. Love ya anyway.

Monday, June 10, 2002

Throcky's award is very generous and I'd be glad to vote. What a woman our dear Throcky is! I hope everyone does participate. Even if her prize pales mine. Awwww...sorry contestants. For the next version of Diary Survivor, maybe I'll have my act together and be able to provide a larger prize amount.

Thank you Throcky, for gracing our humble little contest and for being so kind.